Expectations.....

I don’t know what you expected from me
I told you from the beginning time is what I would need

I’m not this fairy tale you’ve set in your mind
If I could take my life’s history and push rewind

Id tell you why, why I am who I turned out to be
But even then I don’t know if id even see

Lights in my mind have been turned off and on
I'm finding that I cant find my way around right and wrong

The way my mind works, the way my heart beats
The way my lips move, the words I speak

My reasoning is incessant, my thoughts are infinite
I live in my own world, you’ll never get it

So I run, run so far away I leave no trail
Run so far there’s no one left for me to tell my tale

In the dark, in a haze
I forget the days

Where I felt…….anything