Truth.....

You said it was forever
I never thought never ever
That you could touch her again the way you did
It just seems a sin

You said you never would go there again, that you would never repeat
I guess you can understand why I feel so much anger, and deceit
To tell someone you love them, and then to walk away
I never thought I’d see that day
Your not who I thought you were
The past year has just become one hazy blur

In one instance you became a stranger
When you left me and stood beside her
In the park that day
My friends never saw you that way
My heart stopped
What could I have thought?

Ill be fine, I know I will
But you’ll be thinking of me still
It’s a tragedy that it just happened that way
I guess I was never meant to stay

Just like an apple in a tree, we all have to fall
I guess it was not what we thought after all
Sometimes forever isn’t real
I guess your actions sealed that deal
In just a few days it will have been a year
But honestly I have nothing left for you, no more tears

My eyes have dried, and my head is clear
It’s the future that I fear
I am walking straight now, you taught me not to fall
I wont let anyone else put me against a wall

The things I once found beauty in before
Have all walked out the door
But people, love, and life it all will go on
So I’ll just keep to my melodramatic songs

I am finding me
That’s all I really needed to be
We all make mistakes, and I have made mine
But ill make the changes and be fine in some time
Will you look back on the lies that you have told?
Or will they haunt you until the days when your skin is old

Life is not easy; no one ever promised that it would be
But we all have to grow up and work on things, don’t you see
Thanks for the lesson, and many empty words
But save your empty promises for your
Jaybird.